it's one thing to like women and to be attracted to them. but i remain absolutely clueless as to why i need certain women to be in love with me. romantic prospects are lost and gained every day; why does my world collapse when i find that one of them isn't going to work? it might be an unhealthy state of mind in which the girl who catches my eye is automatically the solution to my problems. i think most of it stems from inexperience. since i've never really had one of THOSE girls that i pine for love me back, i don't realize, subconsciously, that they're love won't solve everything. i can't get past the primal problem of sex as an escape and realize that i have plenty of growing to do as a person.
first step: recognizing the problem. check.
second step: fixing it. in progress.
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